Just a Fan (Part 5 & 6)
- Nothing Remains Unsaid
- Jun 3, 2020
- 3 min read
NOTE: Hello, #Hyena babies. Here’s the continuation of Just a Fan. Thank you, Anonymous Writer! ❤️ Yay.
To the rest, enjoy! 🙂
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Things are just not working for us anymore. We keep on fighting over petty things and the wall between us is getting bigger and bigger. We can even last for a day without talking to each other. We grew apart.
It’s probably for the best because I was just a distraction to his career. This is his dream. I don’t want to ruin it. I don’t want him to have any regrets for not doing something that he loves. All I want is for him to be happy. Even if I’m not part of that happiness. That’s okay. As long as he is happy, I can live with that.
Then one day,
That was the last time that we talked. He got discharged after 21 months but he had a lot of projects as soon as he came out. He probably had no time to get his hands on his phone to call me. I know that this is hopeless but I waited. I didn’t change my address nor my number.
I even paid a fortune to get my number back when my phone got snatched one time.
I practically lived every day of my life until today secretly supporting him. When I miss him, I watch his series and movies on Netflix because that’s the closest that I can be to him. I follow him on all of his social media sites waiting every day for him to post something.
I’m basically just a fan. Like the others. Nothing special. Hoping that he would notice me one day, again.
Just a Fan (Part 6)
~Concert scene from Part 1~
After his song, he did a little fan service by going down from the stage and taking a picture with anyone who asks for it. I stood there at the back, doing what I always do– watching him from afar.
I watched him as he smiled happily at everyone who greeted him. I reminisced about the very first day that I saw him at the beach and how stupid I was for not recognizing him. I wondered how he had grown so much since that day to the fine man that he was today.
I was staring blankly into space when one of my superiors from work tapped me from the back.
“I wanted to introduce you to one of the best employees that I have.”
I turned around and I was shocked to see him in front of me. He was smiling at me. The same smile that he gave me when we were at the bar that night.
“Hi.”
“Hi.”
I stared at him. Amazed that I get to be this close to him again. I wanted to punch him in the face but also hug him afterwards. I missed him so much and I want to tell him about it. But I can't.
“Do you have anything to say to me?” He asked.
(I miss you.)
“No, nothing. I-i watched Kingdom yesterday and it feels weird that you are here in front of me now.” I answered.
“Wow thanks! Did you like it?” He asked.
(I love you. I still love you)
“Yeah. You were great. As always.”
After that conversation, he just left without even looking me in the eye. I went home feeling so down. I guess he really has forgotten me already. I haven’t cried for a while now but I think I will cry so hard tonight.
I took a shower and ordered some food. While waiting for the food, I turned the tv on to watch my favorite series of him.
I probably watched this a million times but who cares. This is the closest that I can be to him.
The episode is just starting when I heard the doorbell ring. My food is here!
I rushed to the door and as soon as I open it,
“I missed you.”
TO BE CONTINUED…
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